I am sorry I haven't blogged since last week. Things have been very hectic around here with Summer break being over. School has started for my kids, my insomnia is back in full force, and I have been dealing with personal issues that I want to keep private and have nothing to do with my mental illness. Needless to say I have not been able to think of anything to write. I always try to stay positive and upbeat. That is just part of my personality and yet for the last few days I have been dealing with the feeling of being lost and broken. I am just dealing with a lot.
I know that it will get better. I know that I am not doomed. This too shall pass. I can work through and change some things that have become unhealthy habits. It's just the waiting game I really detest. Patience is a virtue and I apparently do not posses it.
So, today's post has no funny word play or beautiful imagery. It has no moral of the story. Morals of the story always come after the story has been told and I am currently still going through this story and trying to find my place. Today's post is just an honest depiction of what I am going through right now and I feel that I have let you guys down by not writing as usual or at least not explaining why. I hope that you all can forgive me and understand that I really wanted to blog, I just didn't have the time or the mental capacity to properly think.
I hope to be up and writing tomorrow and back to semi-normal, at least in a blogging sense.
I will just leave you with a quote that seems highly appropriate for this week's troubles.
"Life is what happens when you are busy making other plans," John Lennon
Until tomorrow my friends,